senior high school story

around last year
around 2011
i saw the cute guy i ever met
at the first time,
i was not really interested with him
but, after i always met him in school
i felt like i had something special for him
TRUE ! UNTIL THIS TIME I AM WRITTING

his characteristics ;
he is cute guy like innocent boy
he is white and absolutelly mesmerized
he is still like kid in his kidhood

the story aroun december 3, 2011
the day was his birthday
at yesterday night,
i wrote letter birthday for him
with blue ribbon, pinky envelope
and clear hand-writting
i still remember that thing i gave for him
he was shocked when he received the letter
he also said "who sends it? why don't she give it with herself?"
(i was giving the latter for my friend's sister to give to him)
and i was texting him at midnight but it couldnt sent
so i decided to sand him message in morning
just to say "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"
#suprised he just responded "THANKYOU :D"
i was so glad when he responded my text's birthday for him
THATS THE FIRST MESSAGE AND LAST MESSAGE FROM HIM

THE FACTS :
and actully all his classmates knew the letter
oh so shit! thats so embarass me -______-
but it doesnt matter

and the other facts :
when he received the letter
i was usually texting him,
"DO YOU STILL SAVE MY LETTER ?"
(i was always text like that and pray for him)

but, SO WHAT DID I GET ? WHAT DID I GET ?
i just get embarass and disappointed from him
just pain and hurt...
HOW FOOL I AM ! POOOCH !

thats all foolish i have done when i wanted to be closer with him
but he just ignores me until now !!

on the others side,
i realize that he doesnt like my way
he doesnt accept i am as like as i did

eventhough until this time
i always look at him at early morning when he come,
so damn !

but know, i try to be sincere,
sincere to leave him,
i am sure , i am happy
without him at my collage
i just need to be care with this situation

ONCE AGAIN,
really thankyouuuuu for the story and memories i have got
from senior high school number six in indonesia

AS LONG AS YOU ARE HAPPY
ME TOO, THATS SIMPLE :)