around last year
around 2011
i saw the cute guy i ever met
at the first time,
i was not really interested with him
but, after i always met him in school
i felt like i had something special for him
TRUE ! UNTIL THIS TIME I AM WRITTING

his characteristics ;
he is cute guy like innocent boy
he is white and absolutelly mesmerized
he is still like kid in his kidhood

the story aroun december 3, 2011
the day was his birthday
at yesterday night,
i wrote letter birthday for him
with blue ribbon, pinky envelope
and clear hand-writting
i still remember that thing i gave for him
he was shocked when he received the letter
he also said "who sends it? why don't she give it with herself?"
(i was giving the latter for my friend's sister to give to him)
and i was texting him at midnight but it couldnt sent
so i decided to sand him message in morning
just to say "HAPPY BIRTHDAY"
#suprised he just responded "THANKYOU :D"
i was so glad when he responded my text's birthday for him
THATS THE FIRST MESSAGE AND LAST MESSAGE FROM HIM

THE FACTS :
and actully all his classmates knew the letter
oh so shit! thats so embarass me -______-
but it doesnt matter

and the other facts :
when he received the letter
i was usually texting him,
"DO YOU STILL SAVE MY LETTER ?"
(i was always text like that and pray for him)

but, SO WHAT DID I GET ? WHAT DID I GET ?
i just get embarass and disappointed from him
just pain and hurt...
HOW FOOL I AM ! POOOCH !

thats all foolish i have done when i wanted to be closer with him
but he just ignores me until now !!

on the others side,
i realize that he doesnt like my way
he doesnt accept i am as like as i did

eventhough until this time
i always look at him at early morning when he come,
so damn !

but know, i try to be sincere,
sincere to leave him,
i am sure , i am happy
without him at my collage
i just need to be care with this situation

ONCE AGAIN,
really thankyouuuuu for the story and memories i have got
from senior high school number six in indonesia

AS LONG AS YOU ARE HAPPY
ME TOO, THATS SIMPLE :)

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 from all those people heading to work?" Byron Pulsifer

"People seldom notice old clothes if you wear a big smile." Lee Mildon

"Before you put on a frown, make absolutely sure there are no smiles available." Jim Beggs

"Wrinkles should merely indicate where smiles have been." Mark Twain

"If you smile when no one else is around, you really mean it." Andy Rooney

"Everyone smiles in the same language." Author Unknown

"A smile is a curve that sets everything straight." Phyllis Diller

" Don't open a shop unless you know how to smile."

"A friend's frown is better than a fool's smile." Danish Proverb

"A smile costs nothing but gives much. It enriches those who receive without making poorer those who give. 

It takes but a moment, but the memory of it sometimes lasts forever. None is so rich or mighty 

that he cannot get along without it and none is so poor that he cannot be made rich by it. 

Yet a smile cannot be bought, begged, borrowed, or stolen, 

 for it is something that is of no value to anyone until it is given away.

 Some people are too tired to give you a smile

 Give them one of yours, as none needs a smile so much as he who has no more to give.

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I'd rather have a sore face from smiling than one from crying. Byron Pulsifer

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All the statistics in the world can't measure the warmth of a smile. Chris Hart

Smiles should not be reserved for only those people you are trying to impress, 

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Smiling isn't owned by those in power, or those who have the most money, 

or those who desire something from you. A smile is something you own no matter who you are, 

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hello everybody in this freak world !
i wanna share for this blog
about what i have been feeling now

in this morning
i had no spirit to go to school
because i overslept
its surely make me in badmood
i was lazy to learn any lesson

i went to my home sweet home

in this afternoon
i was getting english course
in there i met anykind of classmate
that lesson made me boring
i knew that i am badmood
because my classmte in the course
*fahmi trew me !!
och, it was so hurt

now, i wanna share anybody
in my course
*Gios
he is 3 grade in SMP 3
he is annoying
but he is the cute boy :)
LOL
everybody says that i and him
alike best couple oh no !

*Fahmi
the freaking boy
he is impolite
doing what he wants
he is IDIOT !

*Nafa
the cute girl i ever met
she is friendly girl
she likes korean and SM*SH

*Adib
he is smart boy
but annoying too
same with gios and fahmi

*Okta
she is clever and friendly
but she's still young

*Tiara
the frontal girl i ever met
she is talk-active
but easy-going

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You'll never enjoy your life,
living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances,
how you gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations,
force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation,
it's time for you to seize the day

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now

I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

Try to have no regrets
even if it's just tonight
How you gonna walk ahead
if you keep living blind

Stuck in that same position,
you deserve so much more
There's a whole world around us,
just waiting to be explored

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now, just let it go

Don't wanna have to force you to smile
I'm here to help you notice the rainbow
Cause I know,
What's in you is out there

I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

I'm trying to be patient (I'm trying to be patient)
the first step is the hardest (the hardest)
I know you can make it,
go ahead and take it

I'm Waiting, waiting, just waiting I'm waiting
I'm waiting, waiting, just waiting
I'm waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

You'll never enjoy your life
Living inside the box
You're so afraid of taking chances,
How you gonna reach the top?

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